Wednesday, July 15, 2009

depressed

i just got home from the airport. i was fine until i got to the security check. i was holding caleigha and giving crystal one last hug. i felt my eyes welling up and i was like, "gotta go!" i took off towards the ticket counters and couldn't even look back. i hate living across the country from my best friend and her family.

it's so funny. a couple months ago i was heartbroken to lose a friendship with a girl from high school. i reconnected with her and crystal at our 10 yr. reunion. i felt like we were the 3 musketeers. i always felt like i was there for her...to celebrate the good times and support her through the bad times. but during my pregnancy, and especially in the days following brandon's birth...i realized she was no friend of mine.

ANYWAY...

what is my point? crystal and i had planned on surprising her at her baby shower. i am so thankful for that trip falling through because we would have been there in florida this past weekend instead of creating all of these fun memories here. after this trip, i'm reminded that crystal is such an amazing friend to me. she is here for me no matter what is going on in her life.

miss you already crystal (and your plane hasn't even taken off yet)!

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